Random Thoughts I've had lately - Part Six

Hi friends! Welcome to part six of random thoughts I've had lately! If you're unaware of what this series is, basically it's where I write down random thoughts I have in the notes app of my phone as I think of them and then I post them in blog posts so that ya'll can get some insight as to what goes on in my mind. Please enjoy!

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Previous Posts

• Random Thoughts I've had lately - a bit of a fun post!

• Random Thoughts I've had lately PART TWO

• Random Thoughts I've had lately PART THREE

• Random Thoughts I've had lately - Part Four

• Random Thoughts I've had lately - Part Five!

Random Thoughts I've had lately - Part Six

• I went to say happy birthday to someone on Facebook and realised they deleted me off Facebook, that made me feel really sad because I thought we were friends-ish. Maybe they just didn't like what I posted, but why still follow one of my IG accounts? Update, I think they unfollowed me on IG but kept me as a follower - weird.

• It feels very still walking right now, kinda like other people shouldn't be walking at the same time.

• Is that person staring me down or is it just their make up?

• Does Benji think we're speaking dog when we bark at him?

• Am I stupid?

• Why do I let little things affect me?

• Why do I watch so much spooky sh*t and true crime?

• WTF is dirt dessert?

• Why do I keep hearing footsteps when no one is there? Is it the neighbours? But if so, wouldn't we also hear them talking?

• My back hurts. Like, really f*cking hurts right now. I have a slipped disc but usually around that time of the month, it hurts even more. Someone asked me if I've ever been tested for endo and I honestly wouldn't be surprised - especially since I've had ruptured cysts before. But anyway, the slipped disc is usually manageable as long as I exercise.

• My ears need to pop omfg.

• I should listen to more music but I hate wearing headphones.

• I want to chew on some bubblegum LOL.

• It's so cold.

  
  

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• I feel so judged by certain people, like just because I'm not the woman you want me to be (e.g., submissive and conservative) doesn't give you the right to judge me for who I am (liberal and kinda loud - loud in the sense of opinionated).

• I wonder when HannahTheHorrible is going to post. I want to watch a spooky video. Update, I saw she posted about merch so she's probably working on that. Update, she posted! Woo.

• I wish I wasn't so sad right now.

• Do we all see colour the same?

• Why am I craving soft drink when I probably shouldn't be drinking it?

• I want donuts - I always want donuts, let's be real.

• Periods suck.

• It's soooo dark for Spring.

• It's weird how I go through stages in my life where I love playing Pokemon Go and then other times when I hate playing it.

• I hate the smell of deep heat.

• My tummy hurts.

• Do other people see me as prettier or uglier than I see myself?

• Do you think that mirrors are actually portals to another dimension?

• Why do I feel numb?

• Can't sleep and I just got a notification on Twitter (X) that someone is going to take their son out of school because they were learning about intersex people and they called it grooming. LIKE WTF - how is a teaching teaching that, grooming? It's literally just making people aware of something. I'm so sorry to anyone who doesn't fit into the sex/gender binary systems and has to go through this kinda stuff on a daily basis. It's so disgusting.

• Where's my echo chamber? Like I'm seeing all these other echo chambers but where's my crowd of people who agree with me?

• Chocolate milk is great but full cream milk is weird.

• Now I remember why I hate the zoo.

• People say some whack sh*t to each other.

• Benji is being such a good boy today.

• I am tired.

• Feet are so weird.

• What if we really are living in a simulation and when I watch stuff about it on YouTube, I get sleepy so I don't learn too much? Ahh, nah, I think there's usually an explanation.

• I want to redecorate our house.

• I need a shower.

• I'm sad.

• I feel like this is gonna be a long blog post.

• Why does the content I put barely any effort into do well and the content I put A LOT of effort into, do poorly?

• I hate crying, I feel gross.

• I love Pokemon Go.

• I feel unsafe, that was a weird experience.

• Should I keep blogging? Should I keep making YouTube content?

• I wonder if dogs like cheese just because they can see the colour yellow?

• I should drink more water.

• Bugs are weird.

• I wish there was less technology.

• I feel sad when my friends don't message me back or ignore me.

• Am I a good person?

• You can never have too many donuts.

• I love this video I'm working on RN! Do I go towards the more research/sociological stuff or do I keep making vlogs? Vlogs are easy but idk who they appeal to but the research stuff is harder and I have to put more work into it. I'd love to meet famous vloggers one day so I could just have a discussion with what makes them so good at what they do.

• Do people value my presence?

• Am I good enough?

• Have I set myself too many projects?

• I wish I had more energy, I want to lose weight.

• I love listening to the sound of Benji chewing on anything but any human chewing - UGH, no thank you.

• Will 4 day work weeks ever become a thing?

• Will a UBI ever become a thing?

• I want cocktails - can't wait till my tooth is fixed!

• Do you think our internal monologues are how we sound or the sound of someone else?

• Does daydreaming = manifestation?

• I wonder if anyone out there has super natural powers.

• The last episode of unsolved mysteries on Netflix about Mothman was kinda convincing. Are paranormal hotspots real?

• Why do people wake up at 3am?

• I'm hungry but don't know what to eat. I'm also thirsty but don't feel like water. What should I do?

• Should I keep making these random thoughts series?

  
  
  
  

Thanks for reading!

Much love,

Ash xoxo

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