Day 35 of "Figuring it Out" - Under the Weather (Again, Ugh)

Good evening friendos!

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It's Thursday and today has been an awful day for me. I woke up with what felt like a migraine and when I stood up to go to the bathroom, my body said NOPE, and was super nauseous. I had to quickly lie back down again and rush to get myself a medical certificate for work (because even though I've provided so much documentation, I still have to prove it, which, as you can imagine, makes it even more stressful and doesn't help how I'm feeling overall). I managed to get some rest this morning and then got up to eat some food and get outside for a little bit. I thought I was starting to feel better, but then my body just shut down again and turbo tummy started again (RIP my intestines). I then started to feel super dizzy again and my body kept going from hot sweats to freezing - kinda like when you have a really bad flu! I managed to get some sleep and Luke kindly got a Powerade for me to see if that helped. I'm a fan of a blue Powerade - I have no idea what flavour that is. However, every time I try and eat something little, my stomach is like NOPE so I've resorted to some OJ for now. All I want is to be healthy! I wish I could control this. And I wish I could eat food and keep it down/have it digest properly. Even getting back into meditation isn't helping me atm and I'm starting to lose hope. Please send me positive vibes and manifest a healthier me.

I do remember waking up a few times last night so that may have contributed to my migraine this morning and I had a really weird dream that I wanted to write down but all I remember about it is that there was letters and symbols that were hot pink in the shape of those celebration balloons (like the ones people do for 21sts, weddings, events etc). I just looked up the meaning of seeing hot pink letters in a dream and apparently, it means that you need to be more aggressive and a warning for independence. I mean I'm about to be unemployed due to my health so I guess that checks out but at this time, my health really does need to come first otherwise it's just going to be many battles with HR departments and what not and I really don't have the mental capacity for more of that right now.

An update on the water situation - apparently our property manager didn't do it right when we first moved in so we'll get a water bill soon. Dunno how it's going to look for the past 6 months but hopefully there are no further issues with that.

For lunch today I managed to make myself some poached eggs on toast with spinach and tomato because my body was craving something super healthy but alas it didn't help my tummy much and I really hope I can eat some dinner tonight. There's some leftover rice and chicken so hopefully I can eat that a bit later and it helps. But again, my OJ is what I am focusing on sipping. That reminds me, I've started adding more recipes on here. Please check them out "here" and let me know what you make! I will slowly add more recipes here. Some of my favourite things to bake are Chocolate Chip Cookies and Russian Fudge. My late Grandad on my dad's side used to make the best choc chip cookies and I am still yet to replicate them but I still try. My late nana on my mum's side used to also make a really good caramel slice (I think mum makes a good one too) so maybe that's something I can try next because I haven't made one before. When I had a mini break between high school and university (so long ago omg), I used to bake a lot and practice piping skills so I'm kinda interested in practicing more of that. I also want to try to make a frog cake because Luke got me one in South Australia last time we were there and it was disgusting but I want to make one that's yummy af.

I'm starting to get a bit dizzy again so I am going to end the blog here! But before I go, for today's question, I want to know "Who's your favourite superhero?" Let me know in the comments below. My favourites are Spiderman and Captain America (Marvel Stan obvi).

Ka kite, Much love,

Ash xx